9Thursday, May 19, 2005
It is maybe my first entry after I have signed up for this... Basically just for me to record down what I have experienced certain times when I feel down and.. you know.. happy or at the extreme case of mind (?).. whatever.. School now is very.. sian.. but friends are there to entertain and be with you all the time... .. I missed my family and everyone back there in Thailand. It is just another few weeks to go.. I hope that there will be someone who will give me a support and..cheer me up .. Today after the econs test which I had flunged badly, I met Mr Koh King Koon in order to get my scholarship account done. After that I went back with arief but at the bus stop, winnie, wallace, cindi and baozhu were there. Winnie was very curious of two thai words which kang rong and wallace and other classmates have called her since this afternoon.. Sorry Winnie, I cannot tell you.. hahahahahahahaha.. I reached Fengshan centre and had dinner there. i had a plate of Satay Bi Hoon and then followed by Hokkian Mee.. Yum.. Never ate like this for long time.. haha.. I promise i will never do that again.. However, rain falls, .. So far Arief has been supporting me all along... we talk to each other about some certain things which i cannot tell others.. Sigh.. Rain falls heavier and heavier.. We walked back to the Anglican House and I put down my bags.. blah blah blah and then I joined arief for a shower in the rain.. we walked here and there.. enjoying the force of nature.. Actually it was the only time and the most.. relaxing moment in my life.. I like it when the rain falls heavily on my neck... Ahhh.. Nice.... Actually i cannot do this back home because my house is not.. surrounded by... garden and grass.. However, I took pics for Arief and then.. Debora came back... She said my hair looks cool! Yeah....thanks deb.. I'm having maths test tomorrow but haven't done anything yet. I have scholar's activities this week but haven't finished the proposal yet.. Everything just crammed together at once.. I feel so...tired man... Sigh.. Seems like I need more than 24 hours a day.. So far this term I failed only one test which is the econs essay test. I know that it's rather important to me as in it is counted in the promotional exam at the end of the year.. Sigh.. I need to study now.. Thanks for reading.. I hope that I have more time...to talk to family because I have lost contact for a long time... Sorry for all the grammar mistakes.. very sorry...
Remember: The one who loves you and the one you love, is different
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